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LOOKING FOR THE WORLD WHERE THE HIVE-QUEEN COULD AWAKEN

WRITTEN IN THE KEY OF D MINOR, THE SADDEST OF ALL KEYS

Name:
princess|coldheart
Birthdate:
12 October
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what is really your own, you are not conscious of. what you are conscious of is neither you
nor yours. yours is the power of perception, not what you perceive. it is a mistake to take the
conscious to be the whole of i. i is the unconscious, the conscious and the superconscious,
but you are not the i. yours is the cinema screen, the light as well as the seeing power, but the
picture is not you.

you are not in the body, the body is in you: the mind is in you. they happen to you. they are there
because you find them interesting. you observe the heart feeling, the mind thinking, the body
acting. the very act of perceiving shows that you are not what you perceive.

Love says: ‘I am everything.’
Wisdom says: ‘I am nothing.’



____________________between the two. (my) life flows.

S R I | N I S A R G A D A T T A
M A H A R A J






M U S I C

16bit. 6blocc. adele. american memory. angelo badalamenti. anoice. antiserum. antony/johnsons. aphex twin. b. fleischmann. bar9. bassnectar. beastie boys. beats antique. björk. bob marley. bon iver. books. burial. cardopusher. caroliner. christopher willits. clash. cocorosie. deadbeat. dj vadim. duo 505. emalkay. eprom. eskmo. fissure price. fucknrad. gaslamp killer. geinō yamashirogumi. hauschka. heyoka. ilkae. ill.gates. instra:mental. jane's addiction. jawbone. jazzsteppa. kaada. kashiwa daisuke. kazuki tomokawa. kettel. klimek. komodo. kooks. leonard cohen. lykke li. magnetic stripper. max ulis. merzbow. mia. milanese. mochipet. modeselektor. mount kimbie. noisia. nosaj thing. of porcelain. off the sky. ontayso. opiuo. osc. phoenecia. pinch. pixies. pretty lights. radiohead. ramadanman. ratatat. reso. roommate. rubber-0 cement. rustie. santigold. shigeru umebayashi. shipwrek. sidenote. sine weaver. skinny puppy. skream. spoonbill. stenchman. strokes. subhuman. sukh knight. swod. sylvain chauveau. taal mala. terminal 11. toasty boy. tom waits. tsukimono. tsutomu ōhashi. vaski. venetian snares. vibesquad. vorpal. weg. wisp. yasushi yoshida. zeno. TOTAL NOISE. the sound of joy. the sound of heartbreak. silence.




M O V I E S

ACTORS + adrien brody. andy lau. benoît magimel. bill pullman. bruce lee. byung-hun lee. catherine deneuve. chow yun-fat. christian bale. daniel day lewis. dennis hopper. don mckellar. ed stoppard. eihi shiina. faye wong. gael garcía bernal. george c. scott. guy pierce. isabella rossellini. isabelle huppert. ji-tae yu. johnny depp. kang-ho song. kôji yakusho. li gong. maggie cheung. michelle yeoh. min-sik choi. monica bellucci. naomi watts. peter sellers. river phoenix. ron perlman. ryo ishibashi. ryuhei matsuda. shô aikawa. shu qi. stephen chow. tadanobu asano. takeshi kaneshiro. takeshi kitano. tony jaa. tony leung. toshirô mifune. viggo mortensen. vincent cassel. yeong-ae lee. yusuke iseya. yûya yagira. ziyi zhang.


DIRECTORS + akira kurosawa. alejandro gonzález iñárritu. aleksandr sokurov. apichatpong weerasethakul. áron gauder. brad anderson. chang-dong lee. christopher nolan. coen brothers. daisuke gotô. david cronenberg. david fincher. david lynch. fernando meirelles. fritz lang. fruit chan. gen sekiguchi. george romero. hayao miyazaki. hiroshi inagaki. hiroshi teshigahara. hirozaku kore-eda. il-gon song. ingmar bergman. jim jarmusch. ji-woon kim. john waters. john woo. joon-ho bong. joon-hwan jang. juzo itami. kaneto shindo. katsuhiro otomo. kazuaki kiriya. kenji mizoguchi. kenji yokoi. ki-duk kim. kinji fukasaku. kiyoshi kurosawa. koji wakamatsu. kouki tange. mamoru oshii. masaki kobayashi. masaaki yuasa. michael arias. minoru kawasaki. nagisa oshima. nobuhiro suwa. pedro almodóvar. pen-ek ratanaruang. peter greenaway. peter jackson. peter weir. rainer werner fassbinder. roman polanski. ryuhei kitamura. sam raimi. seijun suzuki. shinji somai. shinya tsukamoto. shohei imamura. shuji terayama. sogo ishii. stanley kubrick. takashi miike. takashi shimizu. terry gilliam. tim burton. todd solondz. toshiaki toyoda. tsui hark. werner herzog. wong kar-wai. yang zhang. yasuzo masumura.









FILMS + amelié. american psycho. amores perros. army of darkness. audition. bad education. battle royale. the beat that my heart skipped. be with me. big bang love, juvenile A. blue spring. blue velvet. brazil. brokeback mountain. caché. the calamari wrestler. canary. catsoup. children of men. chungking express. city of god. city of lost children. the cook. the thief. his wife & her lover. the cremaster series. cries & whispers. crouching tiger. hidden dragon. the crying game. dancer in the dark. delicatessen. the discreet charm of the bourgeoisie. the district!. dogville. doppelgänger. dr. strangelove. dreams. drive. dumplings. electric dragon 80.000 v. the elephant man. elephant. enter the dragon. eraserhead. even dwarfs started small. evil dead. fastener. 15. fist of fury. floating weeds. funky forest. funny games. ghost in the shell. grizzly man. la haine. the hanging garden. the happiness of the katakuris. happiness. help me eros. hero. a history of violence. the host. howl’s moving castle. i stand alone. ichi the killer. in the mood for love. infernal affairs. invisible waves. iron monkey. irréversible. JSA. josée the tiger and the fish. i just didn’t do it. the kingdom. kung fu hustle. last life in the universe. last night. late bloomer. linda, linda, linda!. lost highway. the machinist. man bites dog. mariko’s 30 pirates. memento. memories of a murder. the milkwoman. millennium mambo. mind game. the mission. mongol. the motorcycle diaries. mulholland drive. nobody knows. oasis. oldboy. the old garden. once. persona. ∏. the piano teacher. primer. prisoner/terrorist. pulse. the quiet family. quill. raise the red lantern. ran. rashômon. the reflecting skin. ringu. rosemary’s baby. run lola run. russian ark. the saddest music in the world. sad vacation. sakuran. save the green planet!. my scary girl. the science of sleep. the search for the holy grail. series 7: the contenders. seven samurai. shaolin soccer. show me love. shower. six string samurai. songs from the second floor. spider forest. spirited away. spring, summer, fall, winter... and spring. the story of the weeping camel. suicide club. survive style 5+. strawberry shortcakes. sunscarred. syndromes and a century. sympathy for lady vengeance. sympathy for mr. vengeance. the tenant. tekkon kinkreet. tetsuo: iron man/body hammer. there will be blood. 3-iron. throne of blood. time. tokyo tower. tokyo zombie. tropical malady. 28 days later. twin falls idaho. versus. visitor q. volver. way of the dragon. wild zero. this world of ours. world’s end / girlfriend. y tu mamá también. yojimbo. zebraman.




HEROES

NOAM | CHOMSKY

O S C A R | W I L D E

K U R T | V O N N E G U T

B J Ö R K

K A F K A

M A R T I N | L U T H E R | K I N G

T H O M A S | P Y N C H O N

V I R G I N I A | W O O L F

V L A D I M I R | N A B O K O V

W I L L I A M | S . | B U R R O U G H S

E G O N | S C H I E L E

Æ O N | F L U X

C H E | G U E V A R A

S T I L L B O R N | C H I L D R E N

S A T A N

J E S U S
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BOOKS

the awakening. alice in wonderland. american psycho. bleak house. brave new world. breakfast of champions. the brief wondrous life of oscar wao. the brothers karamazov. buddenbrooks. the catcher in the rye. cat’s cradle. charlotte's web. the charterhouse of parma. che guevara: a revolutionary life. a clockwork orange. coin locker babies. a confederacy of dunces. crime and punishment. the crying of lot 49. cunt: a declaration of independence. dance dance dance. dubliners. death in venice. dune. the golden bowl. the good soldier. gravity and grace. gravity’s rainbow. the great gatsby. the handmaid’s tale. the hard-boiled wonderland and the end of the world. house of leaves. i claudius. infinite jest. leviticus. light in august. the lord of the rings. madame bovary. mansfield park. martian time slip. the master and margherita. the metamorphosis. the mezzanine. the mismeasure of man. the motorcycle diaries. mrs. dalloway. naked lunch. nausea. neuromancer. 1984. not wanted on the voyage. notes from underground. pale fire. the picture of dorian gray. point counter point. the prophet. the public burning. reading lolita in tehran: a memoir in books. the rebel. the red and the black. the road. ringu. the sea of fertility. sixty stories. snow crash. the society of the spectacle. south of the border west of the sun. the second sex. the stories of anton chekhov. the stranger. the strange case of dr. jeckyll and mr. hyde. the trial. u and i. ulysses. v. vox. war and peace. waiting. the walk by swann’s place. the wasp factory. the way of the samurai. a wild sheep chase. the wind-up bird chronicle. winesburg, ohio. white noise. who has seen the wind. blank notebooks without lines to keep your handwriting straight. THE LONGING FOR DETACHMENT. hardcover books without jackets containing debased ink, collapsed language, unreadable pages.



beauty is a short-lived tyranny.
S O C R A T E S

it is seldom that any freedom is lost all at once.
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V O L T A I R E

326, activism, akira kurosawa, alexander pushkin, alice in wonderland, almost vegan, anarchy, anaïs nin, anton chekhov, aphex twin, aube, avalokitesvara, bad examples, battle royale, björk, blood, blue velvet, body modification, brainwashed, breakcore, breakfast of champions, british accents, broken spines, bruce lee, buckminster fuller, catcher in the rye, chan-wook park, chungking express, cigarettes, coffee, coil, cremaster, crying of lot 49, dada, david lynch, death note, deathpile, desire and decay, dissension, dmitry shostakovich, dogs, doppelgänger, dr. strangelove, dressing for pleasure, dysphemism, e.e. cummings, edit, egon schiele, erik satie, ernest hemingway, evelyn waugh, experimental, fever pitch, fitzcarraldo, frank herbert, franz kafka, fukasaku kinji, fyodor dostoevsky, gaspar noé, giuseppe di lampedusa, glitch, grave of the fireflies, gravity’s rainbow, helena roerich, hiroshima mon amour, hoshino tomihiro, hunter s. thompson, imminent, implicit lyrics, infinite jest, isolate, j.d. salinger, japan, johann wolfgang von goethe, john steinbeck, kaleidoscopes, kar-wai wong, knives, kore-eda hirokazu, kurt vonnegut, lao-tzu, leo tolstoy, ludwig zamenhof, martyrs, masonna, merzbow, mixed metaphors, murakami haruki, neuromancer, nicholson baker, night mail, nikola tesla, noam chomsky, nobukazu takemura, noise, nonviolence, notes from the underground, oscar wilde, osiris, oval, pale fire, paramita, persecution mania, phidias, res ipsa loquitur, rodin, roman polanski, ryunosuke kamiki, samurai champloo, shadows, shall we dance?, sickness, sigur rós, singing under the rainbow, skin crime, skinny puppy, snow, solipsism, subvaritrax, survive style 5+, tachibana takashi, tadanobu asano, the awakening, the flashbulb, the pixies, thomas pynchon, tigrics, tokyo, tom waits, tony leung, toshirô mifune, triumph over mastery, tsongkhapa, twin peaks, ulysses, unhappy endings, uniforms, unrequited, venetian snares, versus, violence, virginia woolf, vladimir nabokov, voltaire, widerstand, william gibson, william s. burroughs, worlds of if, world’s end girlfriend, yukio mishima

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